Good at Being Alive Summary by Chapter | Elizabeth O’Roark
Introduction
The novel follows Bex Daniels, the black sheep who loses her entire family in a train crash, and Theo Porter, the business partner she barely knows.
Thrust together as co-owners of Families Travel, they agree to film a reality show as a fake newlywed couple to stave off bankruptcy.
This Good at Being Alive summary by chapter walks you through every twist, from their volatile first meeting to the final marathon.
For a deeper dive into themes, characters, and the shocking ending, I’ve also written a comprehensive Good at Being Alive summary.
Book Structure Overview
| Total Chapters | 44 |
|---|---|
| Prologue / Epilogue | None |
| Narrative Flow | Linear, alternating first-person POV between Bex and Theo |
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Good at Being Alive Summary Chapter by Chapter
⚠️ Spoiler Warning
Chapter 1: Bex – The Final Morning
Bex Daniels races through an airport, too late to check her bag for a London flight. Hungover and panicked, she lies to an attendant that her boyfriend hid her passport. Her stepmother Jessie’s inevitable criticism looms over her.
Her sister Bronwyn calls, teasing Bex about being the “bad child” and revealing she plans to marry their father’s business partner, Theo Porter. Bex dubs him “The Henchman” and jokes about framing him for murder.
A day later at JFK, Bex waits for her family’s connecting flight. As boarding begins, none of them respond to her texts.
A gate agent finally asks if she’s heard about a major train crash. Bex learns her father, stepmother, and sister were on that train. She also discovers rival agency Baby Makes Three is threatening Families Travel.
Chapter 2: Bex – The Cemetery Kiss
One week after the crash, Bex attends the triple funeral feeling completely numb. Jessie’s sisters watch her with suspicion and begin scouring the house for valuables. Overwhelmed by the performative grief, Bex flees to the cemetery behind the church.
There she finds a tall, handsome stranger standing over three open graves. The sight of the dirt waiting to bury her family finally breaks her, and she sobs hysterically. In a desperate need for comfort, she grabs the man and kisses him.
He gently breaks the kiss, tells her it’s a bad idea, and asks if she’s a friend of Bronwyn’s. Bex clarifies she’s the stepsister. The stranger reveals he is Theo Porter, the very man Bronwyn wanted to marry. Mortified, Bex is led back toward the church. She learns she is now the sole heir to the estate and 50% owner of the travel company.
Chapter 3: Theo – The Exotic Stranger
Theo Porter is stunned to discover the woman who kissed him at the grave is Rick’s wayward daughter, Rebecca. He found her exotic and captivating, and guilt washes over him for letting the kiss linger. Professionally, he is preoccupied with Families Travel’s imminent bankruptcy.
Their competitor Baby Makes Three is calling the company “cursed.” Rick’s assistant Linda warns Theo that Bex is on the verge of falling apart. He remembers Rick’s caution never to let his daughters bring home a man like Theo.
Despite everything, he can’t stop thinking about Bex’s charcoal-gray eyes. The reality show they hoped would save the business is now off the table. Theo follows her into the church, feeling the weight of ruin. He also carries the grief of his brother Kieran, who committed suicide after his wife’s betrayal.
Chapter 4: Bex – The Bankruptcy Call
Ten weeks after the funeral, Bex has been sleeping and taking Xanax to cope. She quit her job and ignores calls from friends and the executor. Theo Porter finally reaches her and awkwardly mentions her “dead family” before explaining that Families Travel may need to file for bankruptcy.
Bex is horrified at the thought of laying off loyal employees like Linda. She insists they can find a way to get their TV show back or sell the idea. Theo is skeptical, citing their nonexistent social media presence against their rivals.
Bex mentions reality TV producer Emil Harris and vows to get a meeting. Theo dismisses her ideas as fantasies until she challenges his fear of failure. He reluctantly agrees she can’t make things worse. Bex prepares to head to New York to prove she can be productive.
Chapter 5: Bex – The Saving Lie
Bex arrives at Emil Harris’s office looking disheveled after spilling coffee on her blouse. Theo is already there, intimidatingly handsome, and immediately doubts her ability to handle the meeting. Emil and his director Lars inform them the company is “well and truly fucked.”
Lars suggests a triumph-over-tragedy storyline, but the most compelling angle would be if Bex and Theo were a couple. They propose a fake marriage and a honeymoon reality show called Love in Plane Sight. Both Bex and Theo are horrified.
After the producers leave, Theo realizes this lie is the only way to save the employees’ jobs. He pressures Bex to agree, arguing they only need to spend a few weeks together. Bex finally gives in, though she feels she is betraying Bronwyn’s memory.
Chapter 6: Theo – The Fool’s Goal
Theo reflects on his brother Kieran, whose public love made him a fool when it ended. He has spent years avoiding emotional enmeshment. Agreeing to a fake marriage, he realizes, will make him look like a fool on a global scale.
A top streaming service shows interest in the show. Theo calls Bex to discuss ground rules for fidelity. He is immediately annoyed by her irreverent humor and a mention of a vibrator in her bed. She mocks his name and suggests he jerks off to Chaucer.
Theo finds her both irritating and dangerously interesting, comparing her to “quicksand.” He resolves to remain civil but struggles with the mental image of her. He recognizes she is exactly the kind of unexpected woman who could ruin his life.
Chapter 7: Bex – The Instagram Cleanup
Bex and Theo meet the production team to discuss the Iceland filming schedule. Bex bristles at Theo’s grueling itinerary and his insistence on calling her “Rebecca.” Lars shows them a video from Baby Makes Three where Kylie ridicules the idea of them as a couple.
Kylie points out that Bex doesn’t look like her family and that she and Theo live on different continents. To sell the lie, Paula insists on a real wedding ceremony and a social media cleanup. Bex jokes about her Instagram handle being “Cumslut69.”
Theo finds a photo of her doing a keg stand and says no one will believe she’s “notoriously private.” Bex realizes her black-sheep persona is being weaponized against her. The production team forces them to live together part-time and have a real wedding ceremony. Bex admits she never finished college, a fact Kylie will exploit.
Chapter 8: Theo – The Wedding Vows
Theo prepares to marry Bex in a private ceremony at a Greenwich Village brownstone. He feels cynical, believing that marrying without illusions about love is the safest way. Lars tells him Bex’s charisma is the reason the show exists.
When Bex arrives in a vintage lace dress, she leaves Theo breathless. He admits she is “staggering” to look at. During the ceremony, Bex mocks his middle name, “Roger,” which nearly breaks his composure. They exchange rings and recite vows that feel like a betrayal of Rick’s memory.
Lars pronounces them man and wife and instructs them to kiss for the “pretend crowd.” The kiss is surprisingly soft and warm, and Theo finds himself not wanting it to end. He realizes that taking this marriage seriously would be the ultimate mistake. Theo once proposed to someone else in a similar setting but learned you can never fully trust anyone.
Chapter 9: Bex – The Haunted House
Following the wedding, Bex and Theo bicker in the car. He mocks her “jail time” for threatening to punch a police horse, and she defends her actions as “liquid courage.” Bex looks out the window, grieving for Bronwyn and the life her sister should have had.
When they arrive at her father’s house, Theo asks if she’s okay to go in alone. She forces a smile and says yes. Inside, the house is a time capsule with Bronwyn’s toothbrush and her father’s ice cream still in place.
The silence and the mountain of unpaid bills overwhelm her, making her want to set the place on fire. That night she has a recurring nightmare about being pushed into a hole by her family. She wakes screaming, “Let me out!”, realizing they have finally escaped her through death. Bex feels more like an interloper in her own home than ever before.
Chapter 10: Bex – The Red-Eye to Iceland
Bex endures a styling session where Mindy tells her being underweight is better for television. She resents the grueling red-eye flight to Iceland Theo has planned. At the airport, she’s annoyed by how good Theo looks in casual clothes.
On the plane, they argue about the “one-bed situation” trope in romance novels, with Theo being characteristically literal. Bex tries to make their grief competitive, claiming her loss is bigger. Theo notices she is the “perfect age” for him, though he’s twelve years older.
When they land, Bex suffers from “downregulation,” her body shutting down from exhaustion and cold. Theo laughs at her useless trivia but helps with her bags. They are forced to hold hands for the cameras as they exit the airport. Bex makes a joke about her lack of sex, which Theo warns her to stop immediately.
Chapter 11: Theo – The Blue Lagoon
The crew arrives at Sky Lagoon, where Theo is forced to interact with Bex in her swimwear. He is momentarily stunned by her in a tiny olive-green bikini and has to warn Caden to stop leering. Lars directs them to walk through the hot springs and check out a waterfall.
Theo follows Bex, unable to keep his eyes off her, and worries about millions of other men seeing her this way. They bicker about whether Theo had an erection during their last kiss, which makes Bex’s eyes light up. Theo conversion-checks her when she calculates currency rates from krona to dollars to pounds in seconds.
He is astonished by her hidden intelligence and wonders what else she is hiding. At Skógafoss waterfall, Theo barks at Bex for shivering, but he is actually anxious about her well-being. They are told to talk about their marriage, but Bex instead jokes about extracting sperm from a corpse.
Chapter 12: Theo – The Marathon Reveal
As the Iceland trip continues, Theo notices Bex’s incredible ability to charm the crew. She asks intelligent questions about tectonic plates and Norse language, yet continues to pretend to be incompetent. At dinner, Theo becomes protective when Caden tries to sit with Bex, nearly starting a physical fight.
Theo realizes the grueling schedule is too much for Bex and asks Lars to slow down, admitting he was wrong. In the van that night, Bex sits closer to him for warmth, and Theo finds her presence increasingly dangerous. He mentions the season will end with them running the marathon her father and Bronwyn were supposed to run.
Bex falls apart, screaming that she “can’t replace Bronwyn” and that everyone wishes she had died instead. Theo is hit by guilt because he once had the same thought when he first heard about the crash. He comforts her, telling her he likes her “just fine” the way she is. Theo admits he once thought it was a shame the good daughter didn’t survive.
Chapter 13: Bex – The First ‘Bex’
Bex is exhausted and unready for the black sand beach at Reynisfjara, feeling the weight of Jessie’s past criticisms. Her ex-boyfriend Brian texts, thinking her marriage is a prank and wanting to see her later. Theo surprises her by bringing “donut holes” he cut up himself, a gesture of care that makes her tear up.
During filming, Theo wraps his arm around her, and she finds herself noticing the scent of his skin. She shares facts about Icelandic folklore, making Theo ask how she knows so much. Bex feels defensive, knowing he expected idiocy and chaos from her.
When the trip ends at the airport, she feels surprisingly sad to be leaving the crew and Theo. Impulsively she hugs him, and Theo calls her “Bex” for the first time. This small change leaves her both touched and terrified. She realizes she is beginning to lose the emotional battle against her fake husband.
Chapter 14: Bex – The Interview Debacle
Bex moves back into her father’s house in New Jersey to save money while filming continues. When she meets Theo for a press interview, she feels a flutter of butterflies. They bicker about their age difference and the Britishness of the crew.
During a practice interview, Theo tells publicist Samia that he fell for Bex’s “resilience,” which Bex finds surprisingly moving. On camera, they are forced to watch a montage of her family, which fills her with acid. The reporter suggests Jessie was a saint who felt more like a mother than Bex’s own.
Bex snaps and declares that Jessie “never felt like a mother at all.” Theo immediately pulls her off the stage, furious that she insulted a woman who just died. Bex is sick of telling lies and retreats to the green room in a rage. She later learns Families Travel was actually inspired by Rick’s grief over his first wife, Nadia, not Jessie.
Chapter 15: Theo – The Physics of Bex
Theo is furious that Bex blew the interview, but Lars suggests it may have been too much too soon. Theo realizes Bex seems fragile and might be close to giving up. Lars reveals that Bex’s mother, Nadia, was a celebrated physicist at Princeton, which shocks Theo.
Theo looks up Nadia online and discovers she died in a car crash while having an affair and planning to leave Rick. He sees the physical resemblance between Bex and her mother and realizes Bex is really smart but hides it. He arrives at her house to stay for a few days and finds it “old, dated, and inelegant” compared to her.
Bex wears tiny shorts and a crop top, using her body as a defense mechanism. She bans him from the kitchen and restricts him to a simple guest room. When Theo touches her bare back while passing in the hall, the resulting spark confuses him. Bex tells him she is tired of wearing panties in her own home, which he finds both irritating and hot.
Chapter 16: Bex – The Peacekeeper’s Toll
Bex wakes early to run, hoping to avoid neighbors’ pitying questions. She admits she is “so fucking mad” at her dead family but doesn’t know how to express it. She resents Jessie’s performative kindness and her father’s lack of active parenting.
Running her father’s old loop, she remembers being placed in a gifted program in first grade because of her high scores. Jessie seethed over this, implying Bex cheated to outpace Bronwyn. Bex realizes she began downplaying her intelligence to keep the peace and stop Jessie from resenting her.
Theo returns from the gym and sees her reading The Paris Review, which he finds contradictory to her lazy persona. He tells her she and her mother are two sides of the same coin—one did too much with her intellect, the other nothing. Bex is stung and cranks the TV volume to drown him out. A psychologist once recommended Bex skip four grades, but her father refused to “keep the peace.”
Chapter 17: Bex – The Amsterdam Reunion
Bex arrives in Amsterdam wearing a ridiculous “respectable” outfit Mindy chose. Theo hasn’t shaved and looks intoxicatingly smug, which irritates her. She has a vivid fantasy about hate-fucking him until he begs her to really marry him. They are forced to kiss for the cameras, and Bex becomes a bottomless pit of need.
Theo jokes that if they hadn’t kissed, the crew would have made him take her in a closet. At the hotel, Bex is given a linen skirt and tank she deems too cold for May. She and Theo bicker about her “smart mouth” and whether she really fucked a glass bottle on a dare.
Bex leads him through the streets, revealing she looked up the city’s history while lying on the couch. Theo continues to make jokes about her period, which she finds sexist. She tells him that if this were a real honeymoon, he wouldn’t be getting laid once. Bex has been studying history and geography in secret to help the travel segments.
Chapter 18: Bex – The Warehouse Facts
While filming on the Amsterdam canals, Bex gives the crew facts about the Enigma machine and engagement rings. Theo briefly disappears and returns with an “Amsterdam” sweatshirt because he noticed she was freezing. Bex is touched by this unusually sweet gesture and shares her knowledge of the city’s warehouse history.
She explains how pulley systems moved furniture into houses that once stored millions of pounds of pepper. Theo notices her gaze lingering on a jewelry store and she teases him about buying a gift for his “complication.” Theo becomes tense and refuses to discuss his personal life while miced.
Bex realizes Theo’s hand is constantly near the small of her back in crowds, as if protecting her. At dinner, she is too exhausted to eat, and Theo demands Lars wrap the shoot early. He tells her he doesn’t blame her for her fatigue, the first time someone has assumed the best of her. Bex is moved to tears. Theo’s “complication” is a woman named Wendy, married to a man in the royal line of succession.
Chapter 19: Bex – The Caden Incident
After saying goodnight to Theo, Bex gets a knock on her door and finds Caden standing there. Caden makes a disgusting comment about jerking off to her bikini photos and suggests they spend time together. Bex slams the door in his face but feels she can’t report him because of his father’s industry power.
The next morning, Theo is upset because Baby Makes Three is reporting he was seen with another woman in a London pub. He claims it was a group of friends but won’t meet her eye. They go for a seven-kilometer run in Vondelpark, and Theo pushes her to keep up.
At a bridge, Theo admits he used to run there with Bex’s father. Bex expresses her frustration that her healthy family died while she, a drinker, survived. Theo asks what her superpower would be, and they joke about their future superhero child. For a brief moment, the world without her family feels almost okay. Theo’s London friends are trying to blackmail him over his past with Wendy.
Chapter 20: Theo – The Decapitated Baby
Lars forces Bex and Theo to film a scene with a remarkably lifelike doll to simulate parenthood. He explains it’s meant to show the wheels coming off their marriage due to their age difference. Bex makes inappropriate jokes about her “monstrous offspring” and how pregnancy ruined her body. Theo finds himself bothered by the idea of Bex having children with someone else.
While tossing the doll back and forth, the head accidentally snaps off and rolls into a canal. Bex chokes with laughter while Lars scowls at their lack of professionalism. Bex effortlessly engages with Lars about his sick mother, which shocks Theo, who never realized Lars had a personal life.
A storm cancels their outdoor shoots, so Lars suggests Bex join Theo in London for a day. Theo is horrified, fearing his friends will reveal secrets. Bex, however, is gleeful and intrigued by the prospect of seeing his real life.
Chapter 21: Bex – The London Pub Night
On the flight to London, Bex snoops through Theo’s texts and learns his friends call her a “child bride.” Theo catches her reading Popular Mechanics and tells her to stop dimming her light because she is brilliant. This revelation that someone might like her exactly as she is leaves Bex reeling.
That evening, she dresses up to meet Theo’s childhood friends at an English pub. She meets Ross, Peter, Bryce, and the staggeringly pretty Wendy. Wendy reveals that Theo’s mother worked for her family, exposing his humble origins. Bryce drunkenly mocks Theo for trying to hide his past from his young wife.
Wendy implies Theo had a “debacle” with a woman named Fi and wouldn’t get tied down again. Bex feels jealous and demands to know who Fi is on the ride back. Theo reveals Fi was his fiancée who lied to cover for Kieran’s wife’s cheating. He bought Kieran’s share of the business to prevent Kieran’s wife from profiting.
Chapter 22: Bex – The Press-for-Champagne Button
Bex spends her solo day in London visiting historical sites and the ice cream shop Bronwyn loved. She ends up in tears at the kiosk, realizing Bronwyn will never experience any of it. That night, she goes to “Bob Bob Ricard,” the restaurant with the press-for-champagne button her family had planned to visit.
As she sits alone in a booth for four, the weight of her grief threatens to consume her. Suddenly, Theo appears and slides into the booth, telling her he couldn’t let his “wife” eat alone. He tells her to take a deep breath and makes jokes about death and masturbation to help her through the moment.
They share champagne and a genuine meal where Theo talks about his brother’s incautious nature. Theo tells Bex she isn’t incautious and that he likes how she thinks. He walks her back to her hotel and admits he knew what he was doing when he kissed her at the funeral. Bex is left stunned, feeling a way that almost feels like hope.
Chapter 23: Theo – The Newark Return
Theo calls his mother on Kieran’s birthday and realizes he has been leaving her alone in her grief. His mother has seen a video of Bex and calls her a “lovely little thing.” Theo warns her not to get attached, as the marriage is pretend, though he struggles with the idea himself.
After Bex leaves London, Theo finds his flat and routines lackluster without her. He misses her charms and irreverence but resolves not to lose himself like Kieran did. He returns to Newark to help Bex pack up her father’s house.
Bex stands at the door in another revealing outfit, which makes Theo growl about a dress code. He suggests she put the house on the market to start fresh, but Bex feels it’s disrespectful. She calls herself the least worthwhile family member. Theo hoarsely tells her he was wrong and that he is glad she survived the crash.
Chapter 24: Theo – The Purpose of Bex
Bex admits she is reading an ancient encyclopedia to see how it characterized the USSR, which Theo finds adorably quirky. He pushes her to think about her future and purpose once the show ends. Bex claims she isn’t competent at anything other than “banging rock stars.”
Theo lists all the things she is actually interested in—physics, history, folklore—and tells her she could do any job on the planet. He offers to teach her to manage the US office, but she dismisses it as boring. Theo insists she spend her free time figuring out what she actually wants.
The next morning, Theo finds Brian blowing up Bex’s phone. He reads the texts without apology and demands to know who Brian is. Bex snatches the phone back, calling out his hypocrisy about his own complication. Theo realizes he sounds jealous. He tells her she must get in better shape as they go for a run. Theo sold his company and put the money into a trust for Kieran’s son.
Chapter 25: Bex – The Sorrento Balcony
Bex arrives in Sorrento, Italy, for their honeymoon shoot. She has been replaying every kiss they’ve shared and wants to simply walk into him. Theo is already tanned and looking wizardly handsome when she meets him in the lobby. They weave through tourists, and Bex notes she is no longer incautious; she has studied the maps and history.
They argue about Brian again, with Theo calling him a “knob.” Bex tells him a story about a weird lawyer who propositioned her for anal, which makes Theo stop walking in shock. They enter a flat overlooking the Bay of Naples for a “first morning in Sorrento” scene.
Lars instructs Bex to wear a semi-sheer robe and Theo to be shirtless. Theo walks up behind her on the balcony and wraps his arms around her. Bex imagines him sliding her robe up and feels a desperate noise escape her chest. Theo whispers that she must run twenty-six miles by October in a voice that sounds like a promise and a threat. Bex secretly loves the poet Robert Browning.
Chapter 26: Theo – The Frozen Cookie
At dinner in Positano, Theo is struck by how everyone in the restaurant is mesmerized by Bex. He feels possessive and warns a waiter for looking down her dress. Bex shares a fact about grape production during Prohibition, and Theo tells her she’s been fighting back her entire life.
Bex asks to take a cookie back to the room to freeze it, which Theo finds crazy. She explains that Jessie used to padlock the deep freezer to keep Bex from eating, but Bronwyn would give her the code. Theo is heartbroken and demands to know why Rick allowed it. Bex admits she probably never told him.
Theo insists she eat a cookie right then to show her she doesn’t have to hide anymore. He squeezes her knee under the table, feeling they are back to normal. The next morning, Theo carries Bex over sharp rocks to a boat because her heels are dangerous. Caden tells Bex to take off her cover-up for eye candy, and Theo explodes.
Chapter 27: Bex – The Secret Nephew
On the boat to Capri, Bex notices Theo is in a foul mood and asks what’s wrong. Theo reveals that his brother Kieran got married in Capri, and his wife was likely already cheating then. He then reveals the existence of a nephew he has never met, Thomas. Theo believes Kieran wouldn’t have committed suicide if he’d known Penelope was pregnant.
Bex is shocked that Theo has avoided his only nephew and realizes this is a closely guarded secret. During filming in Anacapri, Theo snaps at Bex for “flirting” with strangers, but she realizes he is actually worried about her safety once the show airs. She tells him she’s ambivalent about how things turn out, having lost her whole family.
Theo tells her it would be hard on other people if she weren’t around. That evening they are filmed in bed together, semi-naked from the waist up. Theo whispers they would have morning breath if they were real, while Bex jokes about him coming too fast. She feels Theo’s erection pressing into her spine and laughs as he tells her to shut up.
Chapter 28: Bex – The Physics Failure
Bex has Giovanna teach her how to say “My husband masturbates and cries while watching Charlotte’s Web” in Italian. On their final day in Capri, Theo pulls a man off Bex for touching her hip and saying “Ciao, bella.” Bex finds Theo’s feral and dangerous protection incredibly attractive.
Because the chairlift to Monte Solaro is broken, Theo and Bex decide to hike to the top alone. Bex brings a bottle of limoncello, which she calls alcohol-flavored water. At the summit, Bex admits she failed physics on purpose so as not to outshine Bronwyn and upset Jessie. Theo is appalled by the peace her family bought at the price of her growth.
They take the chairlift back down, and Bex feels oddly desperate for their time together not to end. Theo brushes his lips against her forehead at the airport, calling her his “fake wife.” Bex turns to see him watching her walk away, realizing she is falling in love. Caden later tells Bex that her family “died just to get away from you,” which deeply wounds her.
Chapter 29: Bex – The Family Fuckup
Back in New Jersey, Bex visits the graves of Bronwyn, Rick, and Jessie. She leaves flowers and talks to them, admitting she never thought she’d care about Theo. She feels their united disappointment in her for taking what Bronwyn wanted.
Bex calls herself the family fuckup for being fake-married to her sister’s crush. Theo calls and jokes about her eating donut holes on the couch. He informs her he’s flying in and they will be running ten miles together. Bex stands at the door hungry for his reaction when he arrives.
During their run, they encounter Mrs. Johnson, a rival of Jessie’s. Bex tells her the family is in “the ground” instead of heaven, which makes Theo laugh hysterically. Theo tells Bex she shines so bright she doesn’t belong in her dreary, dusty family home. Bex feels her world tilting toward a place where she actually belongs.
Chapter 30: Theo – The Freezer Monument
Theo realizes Bex is in physical agony from their run and prepares an ice bath. He enters the kitchen and discovers the freezer crammed to the gills with her family’s leftover food. He sees half a frozen cake and Rick’s frozen breakfasts, realizing the freezer is a sad monument to her lost life.
Theo is furious at himself for not doing more when the crash happened. He insists they clean out the freezer together to help her dismantle the house and move on. Bex resists, wanting to keep Rick’s ice cream and grease can, but Theo gently pushes her.
While cleaning, Bex asks about Fiona, Theo’s former fiancée. Theo admits he liked Fiona’s predictability because his own childhood was full of upheaval. Bex tells him he is lucky he got to marry her instead, and Theo privately agrees. Theo realizes he doesn’t want to be away from her. His father was a drunken ranter and his mother often locked herself in her room to weep.
Chapter 31: Bex – The Paris Suite
Lars informs the couple that Baby Makes Three has followed them to Paris and is staying at their hotel. To maintain the lie, Lars puts Bex and Theo in a palatial suite together. Caden delivers their wardrobe rack and apologizes for his previous low blow about her family.
Bex falls asleep in the big bed and has a dream where Theo says he can do a lot better than just kissing her. She wakes to find Theo in the living room, and they establish ground rules about not wandering around in underwear. Bex feels a new version of herself growing—one that is competent enough to star in a show and be married to Theo.
During filming at the Rodin Museum and Sacré-Coeur, Theo is constantly distracted by his phone. Bex suggests the company offer more interesting trips like sand-skiing in Peru, but Theo dismisses the risk. At dinner, Theo admits he is meeting Peter for a drink. Bex is exhausted and hurt to learn Theo hired Peter months ago without telling her.
Chapter 32: Theo – The Night Terror
Theo is sleeping on the pull-out couch when he hears Bex screaming from the bedroom. He rushes in to find her sitting upright, terrified by a nightmare. He pulls her semi-naked body against him and holds her while she bursts into broken tears.
Bex asks him to stay, and he gives her his T-shirt to wear. He slides into bed with her, feeling the heat of her skin, and asks about her dream. Bex describes her lifelong nightmare of her family burying her alive because they didn’t want her at their party. Theo is gutted for the little kid who was made to feel so unwelcome.
He tells her his friends are jerks and that he only avoided her at dinner because Peter has a crush on her. Theo admits he reveals only what he has to and that Bex is the most complicated part of his life.
They fall asleep together, with Theo curled around her like a beloved stuffed animal. Bex moved to California specifically to escape the pain of seeing her family having a party without her.
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Chapter 33: Theo – Porphyria’s Lover
Theo reveals that his brother Kieran got married in Capri and that his wife Penelope was likely cheating on him even then. He tells Bex he bought Kieran’s half of the business to ensure Penelope wouldn’t succeed with it. Theo admits for the first time that Kieran had a son he never met. Bex is shocked that he has avoided his only nephew.
Theo snaps at her for giving out her itinerary to a waiter, accusing her of flirting. Bex is deeply hurt and points out she has lost her entire family and isn’t getting a new one. Her voice cracks, and Theo’s scowl softens. He tells her he doesn’t want a new and better wife because he is “sort of used to the one I have.”
They take a cab to a lavish home where they will film a “waking together” scene. Kieran didn’t know Penelope was pregnant when he jumped.
Chapter 34: Bex – The Secret Nephew
Lars directs them to be naked from the waist up in bed together. Bex is mortified and makes jokes about Theo’s British reserve and Mr. Bean fumbling. She suggests he might shout “Avada Kedavra” when he comes. Theo laughs and they both relax a bit. Under the sheets, they are forced to snuggle.
Bex scoots back and presses against Theo’s chest, realizing he has a massive erection. Theo groans and tells her “for once in your life, just shut the fuck up.” The next day in Capri, they film more shopping scenes. A man puts his hand on Bex’s hip and says “Ciao, bella.” Theo immediately yanks the guy back by the collar and threatens him.
Bex is turned on by Theo’s testosterone and feral energy. She realizes she wants to provide the massage his jaw muscle needs. Bex has a happy/sad thing beneath her skin because Theo confided in her about his nephew.
Chapter 35: Bex – The Shared Bed
The chairlift to Monte Solaro breaks, and Theo insists on hiking the mountain with Bex alone. He tells Caden to back off. During the hike, Bex offers Theo a bottle of limoncello, and they walk side by side. Bex admits she failed physics on purpose to avoid outshining Bronwyn.
She says she couldn’t do better than Bronwyn without it becoming a problem for Jessie. Theo is stunned and takes a long drink. He realizes the extent of Bex’s self-sacrifice for her sister’s happiness. He tells her she is a lot more than that and should stop pretending to be a slacker.
At the airport, they say goodbye again. Theo brushes his lips against her forehead. Bex realizes that home has never felt safe, and she misses her fake husband. Bex compares her and Bronwyn to Prince Harry and Prince William.
Chapter 36: Bex – The Hike to Monte Solaro
Bex flies back to New York and encounters Caden in first class. He tries to hit on her, calling it a “pity fuck,” and Bex shuts him down, saying she can get better dick. Caden retorts that maybe her family died just to get away from her. This strikes a deep chord in Bex’s insecurity.
She goes to the graveyard to visit her family. She brings flowers for everyone, including carnations for her “cheap” dad. She feels like the family fuckup for caring about Theo, a man Bronwyn wanted. Theo texts her about the marathon and calls her.
Bex teases him about the complication sucking his dick. She is fizzing over with happiness when he finally arrives at her house on Wednesday night. He demands she be ready to run at 7 a.m. Jessie set up the graves so she could have Rick all to herself apart from Bex’s mother.
Chapter 37: Bex – The Pity Fuck
Bex and Theo go for a run and encounter a neighbor, Mrs. Johnson. Mrs. Johnson makes a backhanded comment about the funeral being too busy for her. Bex responds with a deliciously awkward comment about the ground. Theo laughs until he has to brace himself. He tells Bex she should put the house on the market and start fresh.
Bex admits she has no home or family left and doesn’t know where she would go for Christmas. Theo suggests she come to London to be with him and his mother. He tells her she didn’t fit in because she was always meant for something so much better than what she got.
Inside the house, Theo finds her freezer full of Rick’s old frozen breakfasts and realizes Bex is holding on to the past in meaningless ways. He insists they clean out the freezer together. Theo and Bex have a prenup that prevents him from taking any of the house proceeds.
Chapter 38: Theo – The Decision to Risk Everything
Theo wakes in Madeira to drunken, threatening texts from Bryce, which he ignores. He and Bex go on their longest run yet—twenty miles through the scenic forests of Madeira. Theo is impressed by Bex’s athletic transformation. After the run, they go to the volcanic pools at Porto Moniz.
Theo realizes he is falling in love with Bex’s ability to find joy even in a disaster. He describes her as “good at being alive.” He admits he put his entire fortune into a trust for his nephew, whom he has never met. Theo realizes he has ruined everything because of his past mistakes but decides to call Lars with a new plan for the show.
He wants to win Bex back by being honest about their fake start. Theo admits he has been secretly taking photos of Bex throughout their travels because he was already in love.
Chapter 39: Bex – The Unexpected Departure
Theo receives a phone call from London and immediately books a flight home, looking empty. Bex feels abandoned and finishes the final day of filming in Madeira alone. She rappels down waterfalls and jumps off a cliff, but her mind is on Theo. Lars pushes for emotion, and Bex snaps that Theo was always meant to be Bronwyn’s anyway.
The crew watches a trailer for the show that ends with Theo stating they have nothing in common and their marriage won’t last. Heartbroken, Bex breaks down on the beach. Katrina comforts her and suggests Bex ask for the truth rather than living in uncertainty.
Bex decides to stop in London during her layover to see Theo in person. Katrina reveals that Lars intentionally separated them in Norway to make Theo more irritable on camera.
Chapter 40: Bex – The Truth in London
Bex arrives at the Families Travel office in London and finds Peter, who is shocked to see her. Peter reveals Theo told him the marriage was fake from the start. He also lets slip that Wendy is the complication Theo has been involved with for years. Peter implies Theo left Portugal to have a long lunch with Wendy to hammer things out.
Bex is shattered, believing Theo has been lying to her for months while seeing a married woman. She flees the office and practices her routine of acting fine while her heart is in freefall. She believes she is just a temporary distraction for him.
Theo’s entire social circle in London knew the marriage was a sham from the beginning.
Chapter 41: Bex – The Confrontation with Wendy
Back in New Jersey, Bex is numb with grief and meets with a realtor to sell her father’s house. She goes for a run in a downpour, feeling like a complete failure. Wendy suddenly arrives at her doorstep, model-perfect even when wet.
Wendy explains that she and Theo were not having an affair while he was “married” to Bex. She reveals that Bryce was blackmailing them by threatening to leak a story about their past. Wendy admits she lied to Theo about leaving her terminally ill husband, Malcolm, and Theo ended things once he found out the truth.
Wendy says she came to make amends because Theo is moving mountains for Bex and is more upset about her than any other woman. Malcolm, Wendy’s husband, is publicly terminally ill, which is why the scandal was so dangerous.
Chapter 42: Theo – The Risk of Love
Theo is in London, feeling like he is drowning without Bex. The scandal breaks in the press, framing him as a suave lothario who betrayed a dying friend. He realizes he has likely ruined the show and the company’s reputation. He ignores the media circus and scrolls through the candid photos he took of Bex during their trips.
He realizes he was gone for her long before he admitted it to himself. Theo reads the poem “Bright Star” and understands the depth of Rick’s love for Nadia—and his own love for Bex. He decides that his brother Kieran was right to shout his love to the world.
He returns Lars’s call and proposes a new, honest direction for the show’s final shoot at the marathon. Theo admits he was too busy thinking about his own safety to realize Bex was his world.
Chapter 43: Bex – The Public Declaration
Bex arrives for the New Jersey marathon shoot feeling like an object of pity. Theo hasn’t contacted her in days, and she assumes he is going to slink away. At the final group dinner, Theo is absent. Lars leads the crew to a ballroom to watch a special, new version of the show trailer.
Bex sees Theo in the room and is overwhelmed with love and fear. The trailer is honest, portraying their marriage as a fake arrangement that turned into a real love story. It concludes with a recent interview of Theo looking into the camera and publicly declaring, “I love her.” He admits the company doesn’t matter as much as ending up with Bex.
Lars reveals that Katrina is actually his daughter, and she edited the honest version of the trailer.
Chapter 44: Theo/Bex – The New Chapter
Theo moves through the room to reach Bex, telling her she was never Bronwyn’s—she was always his. Standing at Bex’s mother’s grave that night, Theo explains the “Bright Star” poem and proposes with a ring he bought in Amsterdam. Bex tearfully accepts.
During the 26-mile marathon the next day, they agree to move to London together. Bex shares her idea to become a trip planner for Families Travel, focusing on exotic destinations like Peru. After the race, they finish packing up her father’s house.
Bex finds a form from Bronwyn’s childhood identifying Bex as her best friend. She officially lets go of her resentment toward Jessie and her guilt over Bronwyn. Bex walks back to Theo, seeing him as her next chapter and a future bright as the sun.
The story ends with their fake marriage transformed into a real, equal partnership.
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